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after a nice chat with grace dear a few days ago, i've come to realize that i've been actually mulling this thought over for a time now..

i'm absolutely positive that he will and can provide for my needs. the necessities of life.. i know for a fact that he would gladly do the chores i'm not good at and i can always count on him to read me like a book when time calls for it. we know each other from the inside out; heck, we've been the best of friends for over a decade now! we are like a well-oiled machine when we work, and i know i can trust him to be there for me whenever i need him.

i know he'll be able to meet my needs.. but
what about the things that i want?

yeah, sure that's a bratty thing to say.. but face it: all women do have their own hiccuping whimsical wants. i'm sure that mine don't cost much. heck: i'm sooo babaw! but these bouts of wanting do come at regular intervals.. still.. *sigh* does that mean that my "i don't need it, but i want it!" ways are soon going to be over? hmmm..

well
we're not exactly vying for a one income household anyway.. well, at least not anytime soon! i love him. luxuries can come in later.. but he better make it happen then! ;D

now
is he doing what he's supposed to do to make it happen sooner rather than later?
i sure hope so.

because i do love him. and that's a fact.
i'm ready. and waiting.